Hi stevebob. Congratulations are certainly not in order! I'm not hoping to get one-to one solutions for teechnical or musical problems from studying some etudes- I thought I might come to know Chopin a hair better, and get a bit more insight into what I ought to be trying to do with the Barcarolle.
I am having technical difficulties with some bits. For example I find some of the trills hard to resolve gracefully, and the transition from Bar 83 to 84 still sounds awkward. I'm finding it hard to make that final leggiero run truly leggiero, particularly while keeping the left hand legato and serene. Nonetheless, I could probably continue to pick up the tempo, but I'm reluctant to do so without help in two areas.
1. I doubt that I am really hearing clearly all that is going on in my own playing. The last time I took some lessons I remember playing the fugue from Opus 110 (Beethoven), for a woman who said quite simply,"I'm not really hearing the suspensions." A deadly flaw, of course, and yet I thought I was hearing them . I'm a more careful and experienced listener now, but I still think it unwise to bring a piece of this quality and depth up to speed without some help on this sort of thing.
2. While I have some ideas of what I want from various sections and phrases, these do not add up to a driving concept of the piece as a whole. My larger ideas tend to be absurdly whimsical, and do not translate readily into clear directions for performance. For example I have thought alot about the relationship between the themes as they first appear, and their various returns, with far denser harmonies. For whatever reasons I have come to think of them as two representations of reality- pehaps one is the reality external to us, and one what we experience. Think of the relationship between daffodils along a lake and Wordsworth's daffodils. That meandering interlude that brings us back to the home key seems almost like a wandering mind, and prompts that sort of thinking. But even if that's so, which is the boat on the waves, and which is Chopin's reaction to it? (Of course both are the latter, but ...) And even if I knew the answer, what would that indicate about how to perform the piece? Or is this sort of speculation assinine anyway? How many times when I was first learning to play would I go in with what I thought was a profound problem, to have my teacher say something like, "Gee, don't we need to hear the melody more clearly here," or "If you want that sort of feeling you delay the downbeat a bit, " and I'd realize that it really WAS that simple. Here there may be siple answers regarding changes in volume, voicing and tempo. At the last piu mosso the temptation is simply to play as fast as the hands will go- (a fairly moderate speed in my case!)
Anyway, I thought working on some other Chopin would be a practical way to improve technique and ear, while avoiding the kind of silliness I'm prone to. The simple answer, of course, is< "Hey pal, you're nowhere near ready for the Barcarolle." I'm almost fifty though, and in the future may not have as much time to practice as I do at the moment.