one of the top females in her class with a flawless GPA and much promise, \
I was writing theses my sophomore year and debuting lecture recitals that would begin my dissertation and an investigative study abroad program that I was working on getting funded.
High performing. Flawless. Doing a thesis (or really more than one [thesis, singular; theses, plural)? Already getting ready for a dissertation...
Pretty impressive. Pretty unusual.
I quickly learned that there was no way that I could single-handedly fund my university life, and in the United States, until you turn 25, you are still considered a dependent unless you're married.
I don't think this is true. You just declare you're independent and that's how it is. Your parents can't control you, except for controlling any money they might offer.
Even then, there are still places to get student loans for college. They're very willing to loan out money. If that didn't cover it, then the school this person is attending must be pretty expensive (but woulnd't be for someone in this scenario?).
I was never "allowed" to have a job because employment was labeled as a distraction in my household. Despite the bills that were stacking up, I enrolled in a 20 hour schedule and got a job working nights....
Never allowed? But then did anyway? Why would this person really need a job if they're getting money from their parents? And if the school is so expensive whatever they're doing for a job isn't going to bring in much to cover expenses anyway.
I am in counseling, therapy, whatever you wish to deem it, but honestly, I would like a few musicians' input on having to deal with this particular issue. My musical friends at the University act like I have died, and I cannot bear to show my face on campus because they tip toe around me. I am their leper.
Cousenling and therapy? Treated as a leper? ... An outcast. Pretty dramatic. Reminds me of the tone of someone on here who had TB and was sent away....
An angsty
Angsty? And melty too? And... what else?... shapety?
I am no longer immobilized by depression (I have always been hyper-proactive,
A high and a low... Bi-polar...
Greek ethics and morality, but basically classical studies in general. I had worked said minor into my schedule already, and had plans to integrate it into my musical scheme. It was a huge part of the lecture recital I was completing for this semester.... I was working on a bit of an integration study with the arts and the classical ideas, particularly with the Greeks. The literature covered in the program was the fundamental aspect of the prospective dissertation....
I was logging about 5 to eight hours of practice every other day in my high school years, and I wasn't even concentrated piano.
High achieving again. Music major? Singer, right? And adding a minor to that? That's possible. But already looking down the road to a dissertation? For what? Do you have your bachelors yet? Most bachelor-level students aren't doing a thesis. That's masters level. But some do... Maybe not as a sophomore though. And then a dissertation before completing a bachelors? Come on.
Uhm, that's an affirmative on the military status. Highly decorated, of very high rank with a very fine education and the money to get whatever he wants. That's about as far as I will go with details, but let's just say the man has been behind more than a few key operations and has the badges and letters to prove it.
Military angle again... And the high acheiving element again... So not just a high achieving member here, but her father is apparently high up in the military, a key player in vital military things that we probably can't mention here.
Striving to be happy is an interesting concept. There are a few moments in life where I have been truly happy, and they have been most unexpected, haha. Striving to get to that place... well, it will be an odd thing to learn how to do.
I know of someone else who is always striving here...
This quote might be better. "Fool me once. Shame on you. Fool me twice. Shame on me."
All right. I'll go for broke here....
*"Clue" game style*
I accuse m1469, in the Anything But Piano board, with the keyboard. More clearly -- Essynia is another creation of m1469.
And I predict essnia here will deny it (which would also be true if it really wasn't m1469), but I predict essynia will deny it, angrily or sadly, and then fade away.
If this is the same person (or at least member profile) I'm thinking of from the past, they were smart enough to get around school computer policy to get on here during the day but apparently they've been locked away and couldn't get back here... *dramatically* ... until now... ...but they couldn't get back here despite being at college? College... a time when you're not more on your own, you don't have more freedom, you don't have more ability to get out or just get access to the internet... If this poster was doing research, they must have used computers that had absolutely no internet access....
And now, despite all the upbringing and high achievement, they've dropped out of college? And of course are depressed.
If you're really real essynia, sorry to insult you. This sounds way too far-fetched to me. Sounds more like someone *coughcoughm1469cough* is playing games here.
Is m1469 or K on right now? That's easy to fake to but... It's also hard to put together intelligent posts at the same time -- Or to keep that up for very long. You just put together the posts in advance and could post two long posts at the same time. Maybe Nils can look into this?
I call Shenanigans.