
I am on my way on practicing keyboard by myself ('coz i don't have a choice

... No fund for piano teachers). By the way, my keyboard has only 54 notes, super sensitive keys, and no pedals...

(I wonder if i could really practice in this kind of keyboard) ...
My problem is, I really wanted to play the piano because I always dreamed to sing on stage while playing my keyboard... But there are times that i don't feel like practicing piano because it makes me a little bored and empty... I felt like, i don't really know what to do... I started reading some online piano lessons but when i played my keyboard, I felt like "what!" what am i playing?.. It so boring!!...
Whew!! BUT I really need to know how to play that stupid keyboard!...
PATIENCE!! PATIENCE!!!.. IS THAT ALL I NEED???