I'm sorry

[pianisten1989]

I'm sorry for my behaviour the last couple of weeks. I've been applying to schools, and been stressed out because of that. When I'm stressed out, I sleep badly, and when I sleep badly I get annoyed Very easily.

Though, that' really isn't any excuse for behaving like an ass.

My rant about leaving was completely unacceptable and very embarrassing. Especially when I  realized that I wasn't going to leave, and actually checked out what was going on just the day after.

I'm sorry for all the uncalled bitching about everything.
It's easy to do stuff like that on the internet, since we're all completely anonymous and could just create a new account if we screwed up too much. I realized that many of you have helped me with loads of things, and that I would go nuts (again) if someone I've helped did what I did to me.

I understand if you've lost all your respect in me, and I will try to do what I can to make it up to you.

I'm sorry, I truly am.

[pianowolfi]

I sorta would have missed you, especially in the project 27, your contribution is very good, I just listened a few days ago

[perfect_pitch]

I'm sorry for my behaviour the last couple of weeks. I've been applying to schools, and been stressed out because of that. When I'm stressed out, I sleep badly, and when I sleep badly I get annoyed Very easily.

Don't worry - I get that all the time also. I just choose to vent my anger bad-mouthing jerks on the forums who use this place like their own personal advertising agency... or those that call me a wanker.

Like this:

https://www.pianostreet.com/smf/index.php?topic=36507.msg421756#msg421756

or this:

https://www.pianostreet.com/smf/index.php?topic=35977.msg413714#msg413714

or my newest rant:

https://www.pianostreet.com/smf/index.php?topic=41417.msg458035#msg458035



Ahhh - fond memories. It's almost theraputic...    

[jesc]

As a newcomer to this forum, I'm really interested in how this apology goes. I came from a forum where apologizing for one's mistake is looked down upon. I never came to terms with that type of attitude. I always look up to people who could admit their mistakes. Will be glad to know what this forum's attitude is.
  
(And what if it's the same huh? What's poor jesc gonna do? leave? ooooooohhhh 23 posts... the community will go crazy without you omg... mwahahahahaha)

[pianisten1989]

Thank you! I thought everyone would be all super mad, but at least 3 of you aren't!

Wofi: Thanks I'm actually thinking about joining you and Maya, and start playing op 10/4. In June, I will start practising it

PP: Haha, but how I tried! But I had the bad luck of starting a fight with someone who obviously didn't get that. How do you fight someone who doesn't fight back?!

Jesc: I hope they think like you do!

[retrouvailles]

Well, I feel like I made some sort of a difference here.

[pianisten1989]

Uhm, no you didn't?

[retrouvailles]

I'm just teasing. Don't worry about me.

[littletune]

I'm glad you're not leaving Pianisten! (Even if you don't make a teaching recording for me    ) I hope you won't get so angry again!

[thinkgreenlovepiano]

Welcome back !!!

[fleetfingers]

Glad to see you're back.

[perfect_pitch]

PP: Haha, but how I tried! But I had the bad luck of starting a fight with someone who obviously didn't get that. How do you fight someone who doesn't fight back?!

Easy - just tell them in a concluding post that they're incompetent beyond belief and that if a brick smacked them in the face with a post-it note attached with they words 'you're incompetent' written on it - they still wouldn't realise - but that's not your problem and that their too stupid to realise.

[floydcramerfan]

Pianisten, glad you're back.

[pianisten1989]

Easy - just tell them in a concluding post that they're incompetent beyond belief and that if a brick smacked them in the face with a post-it note attached with they words 'you're incompetent' written on it - they still wouldn't realise - but that's not your problem and that their too stupid to realise.

I DID!

To the rest of you: awww! I never thought that many ppl would write!

Littletune: I will! I just have to finish the auditions, then I'm all yours!

[littletune]

Littletune: I will! I just have to finish the auditions, then I'm all yours!

Ok cool  Good luck with your auditions!