To me it's like a job--good days and bad.
When I am performing often, I would rather be doing nothing else.
When I am hardly performing, I would rather be doing ANYTHING else.
Performance arts are difficult. You work for 1,000's of hours for 5 minutes of playing (literally or figuratively).
The only advice I can offer at the moment is to perform often and perform the same pieces often (don't do a new piece for every recital if you can help it--but sometimes you have to do a new piece, like at annual student recitals).