So when you play any given piece from your repetoire, what string of emotions are you trying to evoke? Can you describe that..? or are you just saying to people "hey check out how cool this sounds?"
Agh that's a hard question...
Okay so I think I play my music from a third persons point of view? Kinda like I'm narrating a story? So Beethovens Pathetique sonata. For the first movement I'm like, 'hey look at this guy, he's soo mad! Umad bro? He's raging soo hard right now! He thinks he's soo tough'. For the second movement I'm like 'hey look at the night sky! Do you see the shooting star! There it is, it's going, it's going, it's goooiiiing, and it's- gone...! Did you see that? That was awesome! No wait, here it is again!'. Then the third movement is like, 'hey look at this couple talking! I thought they broke up like last week right? it seems like they want to get together again. I don't know why, they always argue. Oh look, they're talking but it's beginning to escalate... Wow that was fast! They just screamed at each other and walked away!' *two weeks later*. 'what they're talking again! It seems like theyre getting long better than before. what they started arguing again and just stormed off?'. *three weeks later*. what now they're all lovey dovey! How?! Uh oh... Someone said something, I sense the tension! Yup, now they're back to their usual arguing self... Ooh but this is even more intense than before! what, they both shot each other! Dang, you guys feel salty...'
I know it's kinda immature I guess, but that's just how it is. I never thought of that. Is that bad or should I play more from a first person point of view. Like, in stead of 'hey this guy is raging so hard' I should be like, 'what man I'm soooo mad!!!'
Oooaoaaoaaooh I realized something! Okay so I only play from first person point of view when I'm playing something sad like Chopin prelude 4 or Rachmaninoff prelude 32 10. But if it's anything else, then it's third person.
Or am I just saying gibberish. Gosh that was a hard question to answer...