With your ability however, have you not just considered teaching for a living? I mean on a large scale, your own teaching school?
@adodd81802 I have to say
NO, and for one simple reason:
I do not know how to teach. Simple as that.
I am almost convinced that a lot of people reading this will smirk and giggle and say at this point, "Hahahah, so can do all those crazy octaves, scales, and chords, but you can't TEACH???!!! Come on - get serious!!!!!!!"
That is simply the state of affairs. Ever hear the maxim that "those who can't do, teach"? Well, for some, including myself, the postulate "those who
CAN do, can't teach", also applies. And it's not a question of not wanting to- although I'm really not attracted to the idea of teaching at all.
It is known among musicians,although I don't know how widely, that some of the greatest performers in history were notoriously bad teachers. The legendary Paganini, probably the most famed and mythical violinist of all time, had only one student, who dubbed him as being "the world's worst teacher". And I once had a conversation with a prominent violinist and pedagogue, who pointed out to me that Jascha Heifetz, arguably the greatest violinist of the 20th century, had no idea of how to teach; which seems to be self-explanatory to anyone who takes the trouble to watch the classes he gave, presumably at the University of Southern California, now available on Youtube. True, they happened to be violinists, but for pianists the same principle surely applies.
Teaching just isn't my calling. I don't think I could teach on an advanced level, as I'm not particularly good at communicating what I think or feel in words. And, if you feel, at this point, inclined to argue that I should thus content myself with teaching beginners, I can tell you that
SURE, I could teach them how to place their hands on the keys, master the art of playing scales, arpeggios, chords, etc. - but why should I, after having dedicated all of my teenage years and adult life to performing some of the most finger-breaking (as well as musically complex!) things ever composed, and struggling to help spread the literature of the king of the instruments, just settle down and content myself to a reclusive and boring life of teaching??
I was meant for other things. I have a musical mission to accomplish, and I will not stop pursuing my goals until I have achieved them, or at least partially fulfilled them - which might be never.
Teaching is a special gift- either you have it, or you don't. I don't. And showing a student how to do something and simply expecting him or her to imitate you, in my mind, simply isn't teaching at all- it's nothing more than a form of zombification. Unfortunately there are a lot, and I mean A LOT of "teachers", who do just that. How they could actually think that they have the right to earn a living from exercising such activity is beyond me.