Hi all,
So lately I've been getting into a lot more pieces that are predominantly fast and light (ie, Beethoven's Waldstein Sonata, Rachmaninoff's Prelude Op. 23 No. 7, and Debussy's Gardens in the Rain). The problem I face over and over again is the transition from my own home piano, which has fairly light keys, to the concert grands I perform on.
The issue comes in compensating for the difference in touch. When I'm playing something slow, heavy, or mostly loud, it doesn't matter so much. But when it comes to pieces like Debussy's Gardens in the Rain, which are not only fast but very dense and mostly P or PP, I have to dig into the keys more to avoid dropping notes. Unfortunately, this also results in a general increase in dynamics--P becomes MF, and MF becomes F or even FF (unfortunately). This, in my mind, destroys the music's intent.
Perhaps my ear is just too used to playing quiet and I need to readjust my mental dynamic higher? But this doesn't seem appropriate, as I've been told multiple times to bring my dynamics down, and when I listen to recordings after, my performances are often much louder than I would like. It's certainly exciting for the audience, but it doesn't convey the message I want.
Is there a technique gap here? If so, how would I fix it? I am currently at a loss as to how to approach this problem.
I do try out the pianos beforehand, but this rarely helps me. All it does it let me know ahead of time that I'm going to have to play louder ... which I don't want. So I end up more frustrated during the performance, focused on only one aspect of it instead all of it.
Any thoughts?
Thanks!