Thanks a lot. And yes I imagine with the wonders of your improvisational sounds you would be intrigued by Szymanowski. I adore his music. It is a pity I didn’t nail it in this recital, having a particularly frustrating memory issue at one of the most amazing parts of the slow movement, but that is involved in the risk of a program such as this. I put myself into the exhilarating process of working on it, and offer it up accepting the result.
It is nice to have music as an escape. I found music that way, and it’s made for an interesting relationship. I would like to chronicle that in a composition sometime. It is like the Saul and David narrative in the Bible, where an evil spirit plagues king Saul, and he is subdued and comforted by David’s harp. In this I am my own Saul and my own David. I am not likely to fling a spear at myself, however.
I will reveal that through the last 5 years or so I have been going blind through a series of sudden outbreaks of uveitis and other chronic systemic inflammatory processes which have left a lot of scar tissue on my eyes impeding my vision. I learn music in small bits that I can comprehend and quickly memorize using different lights and magnifiers. It amazes me what I am still able to do with this because of the adaptability of the brain.