Hey all,
How do you approach creating intensity in your music, without allowing your body to become tense at the same time?
I've recently been reading here and there about ways to relax while playing. Working with these relaxation techniques has been helpful in practicing bland exercises but when I go back to real music, the super amounts of tension return. It's as if my brain is geared into thinking that I will create boring music if I do not tense up.
Let me know your personal ideas on this. Suggestions are also welcome!
I had a similar problem. I would have even described it in almost exactly the same way, "It's as if my brain is geared into thinking that I will create boring music if I do not tense up." I really believe, and I hope I don't give a half-answer, that the answer is not to "relax." If we "relax," we are "relaxing," and not making music. First we make music. We do something like relax, only to make music. That has to be understood, to the fullest.
Why does this tension happen? It may be physical demands that are beyond our knowledge or experience. It may not be - either way, the answer is to cultivate slow tempos. I mean slow tempos. So slow, that we can hear everything first. If we try and bunch an entire piece, into one gesture, it will cause a huge amount of tension, even if we have physically mastered the piece.
The answer, I believe, is to hear, hear hear, always hear first, then play. The music has to have breadth in the mind, and the physical will react. I truly believe it, like I believe my mother when she says I was born on that day. If we do not give the music the -time- to develop, we are caught in a time trap. We are getting to climaxes, before it is appropriate. These are premature climaxes, they are the result of rushing through things, pushing through to the end, rather than mainly reacting. Performance, in public or private, is a matter of reaction, of hearing first, and playing second, playing because we hear. We play because we hear.
Walter Ramsey