I do too. I mean. I look at a flower. It has colours and it has a smell. So these bumblebees, incredible fat bees, come and pollunate the flower. So this means that the bumblebee can see and smell the flower too, otherwise it wouldn't matter. So does the bumblebee also find the flower beautiful?
And them I imagine the number of evolutionary steps needed; mind boggling. And then there are people that argue that some creature just created all of this in a flash. What an absurd notion and how much ignorance about the beauty of nature it contains. It is just disrespectful as it downplays the complexity of nature; suggesting that it could be created in one step instead of trillions of little steps.
About why the universe exists? This is so puzzling and amazing. I mean, the universe is so huge, and then I am talking about the estimated total size of the universe, not only the observable universe because the last is just very very small. I have been told that the observable universe is just as much bigger than a proton as the total universe is bigger than the observable universe. And the observable universe reaches 13.7 million ligh year away from us and already contains 7 × 10^22 stars, organized in about 100 billion galaxies