Neither Finger Virtuoso nor Brain Virtuoso

There is something other:
music is the language of the soul.Soul has it's own virtues, empathy for example. But you can't say something like 'he is a soul virtuoso', that would be nonsense.
Often it's the voice of a little child which speaks in the music. A child, which is weak, vulnerable, sometimes sure in knowing what it wants - sometimes not, sometimes happy, sometimes full of sorrows and fear, sometimes angry, sometimes rebellious.
You can play music without noticing this little voice, just playing the notes and be happy about your quick fingers, your force, your mental superiority over other people, who can't play 'as good as you'. That's fully okay, but that's not, what does interest
me in music. I want to be open for what the music is telling me, and when playing myself, I want to open this dimension of the music to others. Not virtuosity. I'm not a sportsman and not a circus acrobat.