Today I sang a solo for a service in a local church. I was pondering some thoughts on what I initially believed were acoustic and vocal issues, however, it led me to what I think is my current concept of what stage presence is -- for piano, too.
In short, it's not separate from the music (at least not in some fundamental way). I was thinking about how I, as a vocalist, consider the entire space that I am singing in as my instrument. I happen to have a pretty "big" voice, and with this comes a certain psychological factor for me. Fundamentally, I, as a person, MUST be okay with "taking up space" -- this is a specific idea that I have had coaches speak with me about, but also that I have had to consciously consider. Well, there are loads of psychological issues with that, and while that plays a huge role, it's not really the point.
The point is, I have to be willing to let my sound fill a space, which means I have to allow
myself to fill a space. Sometimes I even have clear ideas of this sound passing/vibrating right through the individuals in the audience, or the entire group. And, in a sense, I have to be okay with
myself passing through them -- and us meeting somewhere "in the middle" of all of this (which is actually a magical experience).
Now, I cannot walk out onto stage feeling small and expect to fill the space with my sound. I MUST find a way to fill that space before I walk onto stage and during. It's actually as though it is an
inaudible sound that I must let emanate from within me -- both backstage and onstage. I must, as a individual, fill the space
before I make a sound. Well, I am in the kindergarten of recognizing and developing what the way of filling that space is for me, but, I think I know what to pay attention to now.
Perhaps this is the thing that is often labeled as charisma ?
Well, then I shifted these thoughts to piano, and I shifted to thinking about a man who plays the pianoforte whom I have encountered. When the idea of acoustics came up to him, he said that "you have to believe the people in the back row will hear it" -- at the time I thought that was an interesting comment, and I still do.
But, I took it a little further. What if I treated the space for my piano sound in the very same way I do my vocal sound ? I think that many professional musicians have this figured out and actually do this very thing -- I think I see this in Horowitz, for example. For me, though, it's a little fresh yet. I realize that just like with singing, my countenance must fill the space with an
inaudible sound, I must create my own space with my pianist self just like I must do with my vocal self. And, this is not separate from the music. When I play, I must aim to envelope the space as though this sound were my very voice -- because, it really is.
I think that a performer's ability to fill the space with their
inaudible self will define their stage presence, as well as hint at one's audible self; and really, one's inaudible self and one's audible self will be/are
one -- and I think this makes a HUGE/infinite impact on the overall performance experience for all involved. A bit abstract, but right now it makes perfect sense to me and I am excited

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