A curse?

[emrysmerlin]

Hi everyone,
Since I've become reacquainted with classical piano music after a short hiatus lasting for approximately 4 years I have been staring at scores on my computer while listening to my itunes. Finally one day when I start listening to music (without scores) I find myself in a situation where I envision the score out of thin air. This has also become one of my major methods of "feeling" music. Does anyone else have this problem, or does anyone know how I can rid myself of this?