Dreams are what life is made out of ( given the gift of reasonable health and intelligence). Without dreams there is no future you are stuck in the present, yet with time passing you bye. Make any sense ?
You are young, plan your life to fulfill your dreams, if you meet or surpass a good bunch of them you have had a great life ! A black Yamaha grand piano in your life and in your own house is doable. If you never work to meet a good part of your dreams you probably are having a miserable life. Work toward your dreams through goals. Now and then stick your neck out but not so as to get it lobbed off.
David
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I don't look too closely at new pianos. my grand works pretty well and if I get to looking at nice new pianos I might actually come home with one. The problem is it will have a mortgage attached to it !!!!! I was in the local piano store about 6 weeks ago in fact, I walked right past new Baldwins and rebuilt this and that's to buy my roll of piano wire for the string I popped in my grand. In talking with the lady there, she asked what my piano was, I told her the Henry F Miller. She said those are great pianos, her husband likes rebuilding them , they are built strong they last for ever, not like these new ones ! Out of her mouth not mine, don't shoot the messenger.