Okay. I can't help myself. I don't have much to actually add to this thread other than, having recently done a minimal amount of looking into his Kinderscenen and a miniscule fraction more about his life, I think I might be utterly in love. I caught this glimpse of him that I had never seen before, and realized that I had never imagined before what there is to him and to his music.
He is a very deep thinker, it would seem. I find myself to have much compassion for him and for his life. Actually, he he, I even cried when I realized this stuff.
I will admit a couple more things now. I have, for some reason, never known how to 'take him' as a composer. He has so much vocal output as well as his pianistic works. And, even though other composers like Haydn and Beethoven, etc. have composed for orchestras and these things, to have Schumann be such a
vocal composer confused me. Even though I am a vocalist as well. I wonder if this is how other people feel, generally, if they do not dig too much into his music ? And, perhaps, he does not get as much recognition for his pianisitc works as other composers because of this, in part ? His presence within the world is just calmer, quieter, it seems.
I have done a little reading recently, as I mentioned before, and I cannot remember where I read this (otherwise I would just quote), but it talked about Schumann not seeing the instruments or the musics for both piano and voice as separate things, but more like an outgrowth from the same source. In essence, they express something that came from the same place, to him. While I have always had this very feeling somewhere deep within me, and expressed this in a thread regarding interpretation (which I started awhile back), I had never really consciously considered it before in such a way that helped
me to "close the gap" in my own dilemmas between voice and piano.
I also think that books and people tend to exploit and over-dramatize "his" "mental illness". I think that so many of the things he struggled with were simply human struggles, and if he had not "ended up" having been labled as "insane", people would not write in his biographies things like "... and on our left here, we have signs of his future mental struggles. See this ? Isn't that impressive ? buy my book, okay ?"... he he. GIVE THE GUY A BREAK

!!! He was just working through life, just like the rest of us. There is just more to him than these kinds of descrpitions can give us, I believe.
In the very least, I would like to know him.
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