Right. I got a few things to say.
1. I have almost fully learnt Beethoven's Sonatina in G Major COMPLETELY from sheet music, first piece ever learnt from musical notation, I havent even done any exercises relating to muscial notation. I watch 1 Youtube video and jumped straight in.............. It took me yesterday (3 hours) and today (3 hours) to pretty much complete it. How is this an illusion? I mean not everything is perfect, but I think that I must not be in much of a 'la la' land if I can learn that in 6 hours and its my first time ever reading music. I mean I don't see where my fantasy lies to you, what is this god damn fantasy your on about? Is reading music and learning correct technique + Messing around with masterclass pieces a fantasy? I have no clue at all why you insist Im insane, which brings us to *see below*
2. Why do you just tell me "Playing the Rach 3 will never happen"?? How the hell do you know how good Ill be in 10 years and where I will be? It will either happen.... Or it wont.... You cant predict that. You sound like a Christian trying to explain how "God will walk the Earth one day" without any evidence to support it, or any reason, to think that's what will happen. All you have is faith in God.... If we translate that, all you have faith in, is my inevitable failure.
3. The I have forgotten to mention that I have a boxing injury from a year ago, I tore almost every ligament in my wrist. Maybe that's why playing the Rach 3 hurts so much for that specific hand, because my ligaments never healed correctly. I'm not messing around with it (much, like 10 minutes max) so we can just dismiss that.
4. The reply about becoming dirty rich and getting an orchestra to play even if your horrible is not only condescending and immature but its also illogical. If I was a horrible pianist, I would work towards being a good one so I could play it, then use my money to hire the orchestra, then play it. Why would I play a crap version of the Rach 3? Everyone will just remember me as the guy that played the really bad Rach 3, why would I label myself as that? Id rather not play it at all.
5. An lastly, this post was about how much I should practice a day............ That is it.... Maybe next time if someone asks me something I should make a new god damn topic for everyone question, or you could give me actual answers instead of making immature assumptions and assuming it helps my progress...... Well it doesn't, not even a little. J_menz has helped me realize my error and stop spending all my time attempting pieces that are way above my level (an replace it with learning music and more manageable pieces, so I thank j_menz. But the list pretty much ends there, 1 person.