i keep telling myself, no more, since while watching, these little kids make me want to quit piano, i mean what's the use!?!
...sigh* but the music is too beautiful, i am a glutton for punishment. it's over now- so i'll go practice (which is what these videos make me want to do when they end once the 'i should quit'moment passes while the're playing).
I understand those feelings. It's interesting for me to consider the various phases in my life of observing other pianists in general, and then there is a particular category of observation for child prodigies. At first I used to be very disheartened by it, for various reasons, one of which was that I thought that child prodigies were all that really mattered to anybody, and I myself needed to find the right circumstances for growth where it didn't seem that way. That is along the personal lines of it.
Then, I turned my feelings into humble observation. What are they doing that makes them successful pianists/technicians? And, that came along with asking myself that more and more with any pianist in general (as well as what they are doing that is not as successful, but that is tending more towards adults (even if they used to be child prodigies, btw)). Then I started listening differently, and now I listen yet more differently still. Technically, on the level of being capable to freely phrase and freely articulate musical concepts, no question. Even though there is a nice atmosphere and this can't be achieved by just anyone under the sun, personally I am seeking something more. So, yes, many things in place, but no, not a reason to give up.
I have to say, in the thread about "imagine being a concert pianist," one of the speakers mentioned the necessity of having one's basic technique ironed out by the time they are teens, but in the last year I start to wonder if this concept is in fact detrimental, as I think we never want to invite the concept of our technique and our muscles for that matter, to be carved in stone. Our bodies must be as supple as our artistic concepts, and hopefully those are always growing. If a person's technique couldn't change and grow with personal and musical maturation throughout one's entire life, what happens? I think I am either a perfect candidate to be considering these things, or completely the wrong one, I'm not sure. But, I would venture to say that if somebody like Kissin suddenly had an earth-shattering experience, musically and personally, which changed his life and his entire concept of music, even
his technique would need to be supple towards change, even at a very fundamental level.