Hmmm. . . 
It is, or it is not satisfactory to you?

And once in awhile it's shocking how many calories some things are. I remember something I was thinking about buying but it was 900 calories in a serving. Although it did taste really good too.... I just wasn't aware I had eaten that many calories when I ate it in the past. No more.
Yeah, I recently discovered that there are about 700+ calories in Costco muffins ... that is a bit more than I had thought. Obviously anybody can eat whatever they want, but for me to know
that is at least helpful in terms of determining when and why I would want to eat that. Yes, I know that there are people starving in other countries who would just be happy for anything at all, but that doesn't mean I shouldn't be able to have some form of consciousness about how and what I eat.
I still can't find it in me to explain all of this, and just because I am choosing to keep an eye on what I am eating, doesn't mean that I judge others for not counting calories. I am in a process of learning just how to deal with food in general, what portion sizes are right for me, and why I am eating when and what I am eating. I think it's great if people never have to bother with that, that's fine but, the bottom line is that if you are not overweight, then you are fundamentally already managing your calories intake, and some people have to learn how. In fact, many people don't have all of that exactly figured out, in one way or another.
Generally, I find enjoyment in food, but if there is something I have learned over the years, it's that food most definitely does not in itself bring me happiness and fulfillment. I think there can be art and even craftsmanship in a meal, and I appreciate it currently on that level and hope to continue gaining even a better appreciation for that, even in all things! But, there's some line between enjoying food in a balanced way vs. not, and then also in dealing with cultural issues, as well.
I am, for maybe the first time, starting to have a certain view about my body that I've never quite had before, in that I am starting to understand what it's "supposed" to look like in order to be true to myself and my nature. I think that finding this, and having our bodies serve our lives rather than govern it, and the same with our eating, is actually fairly healthy, if not actually even fairly important. I think that's my goal and what I have always been deeply craving, and I suspect that as I continue to achieve it, my goal will even grow into something that I don't currently perceive.
When I am eating out of balance and I am inactive almost completely, spending most of my entire life on my buns between practicing and teaching piano, and days without going out of the house, I feel like I am just staring right down the barrel of a gun to the end of my life. No thanks.