Wow m1469 you did A LOT of things!!! well I hope you didn't turn into a completely different person cause you were really cool as a preson you were before!

Well I am tired from the last two weeks (or the last few weeks, I don't even know exactly)... we were renovating our apartment and then on tuesday they came to change our windows and it was supposed to be done in 5 or 6 hours but then all sorts of things went wrong and so those people were in our apartment for the whole two days!! And the first day all the windows were open (and the balcony) for a really long time and outside it was freezing!!! so the whole apartment got really cold and the floor was like ice cold and we didn't eat almost anything and we couldn't do anything.... really fun.... not!!! I mean we were changing our windows when it was the coldest... now it got wormer again, but we had to change the windows really quickly because we were already late cause the inspector said we needed to change them before the end of November and probably our dear downstairs neighbour complained that we still haven't because my parents got a letter from the inspector asking if we had changed the windows already.

I mean it's not like we can do it ourselves, we needed to wait for the windows to be made and for the people who know how to change windows to come and change them!!

And then the next day after those two difficult days, the neighbour who lives on the bottom floor put into our mail box some parts of the things that i guess fell onto his garden when they were taking our old windows out! i mean it's not like we knew! it's not like we were doing that! it's not like we could have done anything about it!

Then the next thing was that our pets were worrying us, because my cat was throwing up almost every day for a while and then in the end it looked like she threw up some blood!!! then when my cat stopped throwing up my dog threw up twice all the food she had just eaten, and the worst one was my bird - the cockatiel - who was having sneezing attacks that lasted for a really long time and then blood was coming out of his nose and mouth!!!!

really horrible... and he wasn't feeling all that great for a few days, but then after that he became even more happy then before!

I hope he doesn't get any more of those sneezing attacks!!
One more thing was that I felt really horrible cause I think I accidentally killed a little bug, like a really tiny beatle

the ones that go into your food too, so my mum doesn't like them all that much, I mean I don't like them in my food either but I felt soooo horrible... I mean I saw it on the top of the turtle aquarium and I was thinking should I move it away or something and then I thought maybe I better leave it there cause it's such a tiny bug that I felt I could hurt it if i tried to move it... and then I was giving food to my turtles and I was giving them some fruit and vegetables but it wasn't that much and they ate it right away so I thought maybe I should also give them a little bit of their turtle food (and usually when I give them fruit and vegetables I don't give them their food but exactly that day I decided to cause there wasn't much of the fresh food) and of course while I was doing all that I completely forgot about the little bug and I pushed the thing that covers the opening for food back and gave them some food and then when I put it back I saw something that looked like bird food and then I remembered, and I'm not completely sure if it was really that little bug or not because it didn't look anything like it.... but if it was it was completely squashed

I felt soooooooooo horrible!!!! And then a few days later when I got a little over that poor bug- the second day of changing our windows when they were done, there was a fly... it was flying all over the apartment but especially in my room and I thought well now we can't put it out cause it's freezing so we have to wait a few days till it gets a little warmer, and I was worried about it cause my cat was trying to catch it and cause I was thinking what if it falls into the aquarium (cause that happened a lot in summer) and then I am in my room and i hear the fly flying around and then all of a sudden it flys into the light that is on my aquarium (it doesn't have a normal light bulb but it has like a long tube, i think fluorescent) and then when it flew in it started buzzing really loudly so I knew something was wrong

so I tried to lift the covering but it was really difficult which is weird because usually the covering is falling off all the time and when I finally opened it the fly was on the stupid flourescent light bulb and then it fell off and it was dead

and some sticky brown yellow thing was comming out of it's head (or somewhere around that)... it was really horrible!!!!!!!! maybe people think I'm so stupid and weird to get so upset about bugs but it's just horrible to me it was really traumatic

and then I was thinking I should have lifted that cover sooner or what if I injured it with the cover cause I was so awkward with it...

And then there was Christmas recital yesterday! I think there was some kind of a virus there that makes you forget your piece! because almost everyone got confused in the middle of their piece and didn't know how to continue!!! It was especially bad for one girl who only played about 3 bars of her piece and then didn't know how to continue... she started from the beginning about 4 or 5 times and always stopped in the same place after just a few bars then she sat for a while and stared at the keys and then she got up and went off. Well I completely forgot one bar in the middle of the first movement of Sonatina and i could see in my head how the same thing will happen to me and i won't know how to continue at all! And I tried a few times to find the right keys, which was stupid cause if I didn't do that most people wouldn't notice I left one bar out, but I got really confused, but then I continued and I didn't forget or make mistakes anymore. So yes... but I didn't like the way my parents acted after the recital! I mean I know they're tired from last weeks so they're a little in a bad mood, specially my dad, I mean I am tired too, but when I get tired and I'm in a bad mood I cry or yell a little or even throw something

and then soon I'm ok again, but my parents pretend like everything is cool and then they're a little bit in a bad mood for a lot longer... cause when I'm in a bad mood I'm in a really bad mood but just for a little while, but they're just a little bit in a bad mood for a really long time!

so my dad didn't say anything at all!!! when we were driving home it was like we were going from a funeral not from a Christmas recital!!!!

and the first thing my mum said was: Oh you messed up a little!

I mean really! I messed up in the middle of the first movement! the beginning and the end of the first movement were ok and the whole second movement was ok, and the first thing she says is: oh you messed up a little!

but well I know she didn't mean anything bad and she gave me a cute little cactus and a beautiful little angel!

So yes and then the translating thing yesterday and now I'm ready to start enjoying Christmas holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
