I saw that picture
And it doesn't look weird or anything at al!! You look pretty m1469!
I mean it's normal for people to open their mouth when they're singing... I think it would be very weird and scary if you were singing and your mouth was closed...
Can you imagine that?!
I am completely sure noone thinks there's anything wrong with the picture! 
Well, thanks!
According to several choir conductors and voice teachers that I have met in my life it's not only normal but also desirable and inevitable, without any doubt 
Yes, I suppose that it's most desirable to be opening my mouth while I am singing

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There's a picture of m1469?! I always thought she was a muliple-personality who was everywhere at all times. Where's the picture?
It's on Facebook.
I think what I realized that I especially "don't like" or am needing to get used to, anyway, is that I can tell what kind of person I am being right there, and it's not a calm and kind of serene state, generally, but rather my character (who I felt a connection with in that performance) is aiming to be completely controlling the scene and the people in it, and I'm mad and trying to shut those guys down. And, that's what I look like to myself, too. It's like a little bit like a beast

, it's not just a girl singing calmly and pretty ... I look a little like a honey badger, actually. But, I guess I'm going to need to get used to seeing photos of myself "in action" that I'm not necessarily used to seeing in myself, or in love with how it appears.
It's a little bit like hearing yourself speaking in a recording for the first time, and how it might sound weird to you. There's actual reasons for that, like that when we speak we have extra resonance inside our heads that we hear inside our heads, but which are not heard outside our heads, so our voices sound different to us when we are hearing only what is outwardly heard. Even though I can see more in myself in that photo than I'm used to, it's still like seeing from only the outside - and that's a little strange to me.
The stylist in me has a really difficult time with what I'm wearing, too

, as there's almost nothing about it that's doing me *any* favors. But, oh well!

I tend to get obsessive over things like this and I need to NOT do that, because it's completely not healthy for me and there is no reason to let that take over my entire everything! There's WAY more that I need to be doing and way more to me than that!