On my mind is why someone always removes my notes and pictures that I put where the nest was, but all others (that other people wrote) stay there and noone touches them. And twice now I put mine up there really high with the other two (I climbed onto the fence) but someone still takes mine down but leaves the other two...
My mum said that it might be because they see that a kid wrote it. And yes of course! I mean of course a person who kills little baby birds hates kids too, it's logical! I mean they are just showing what a disgusting horrible person they are...
It's really ridiculus! I mean other three people who wrote the notes (my mum is one of them) wrote much worse things actually... well one was just a question about what happened to the nest and the birds... but the other one and my mum said that whoever did that was a horrible person and a coward and really bad... and things like that... I only said : What have you done to the poor birdies and then why... and I drew crying faces... I probably wrote that for about 5, 6, 7... times (I don't even know anymore) in one week because every time they take it down!
and yesterday I wrote an apology to the birds and I said: I'm sorry innocent birds for the evil things some people have done to you... and I made two crying faces and two hearts and a candle. And today it was gone and they even pulled away the colour from the wall (when they pulled the paper and the sticky tape away) they were so angry... but they left all other notes from other people...
People think that because they have a larger and more complicated brain they are worth something more and that they are something better... but really a lot of people just don't know what to do with their brain! They just don't know how to really use it! It's like someone would get this complicated machine that could do really great things if you would know how to use it right... but they just don't know how to use it right and instead of doing something good and great with it they use it to do stupid and horrible things and to hurt and destroy! It makes me sick!! And then they think they're something better because of that!!! How can someone be so ..................

How can some people just not get it?! If life is like a test then so many people are soooooooooooooooooooooooo failing it! And they don't even get it! it's just sad...
And it's not true that people just have the right to do whatever they want with animals and they sure don't have the right to hurt animals and people are not worth more than animals... because that's just a wrong way to think ... because if someone thinks like that about animals they think like that about other people (who are different) too! Can't people see that?? All the horrible things are about someone thinking that someone else is not worth as much as they are and feeling that they have the right to hurt them.......... it's just wrong wrong wrong way to think about other living beings!
It's just like this person who hurt the little birds... I guess they see them just as something annoying that could make the stairs dirty and they think the birds don't have the right to be there, just like they think that kids don't have the right to say what they think and what they feel! I mean cause you know kids are just stupid and weird and annoying and they can't really think or feel anything they just say they're sad because they wanna make grownups angry right? I mean probably they just "know" that animals and kids can't really think or feel anything.
But I'm not writing those things to make someone angry! I'm writing them because I am sooo sad! I am almost for sure the most sad about all that and when I try to say how I feel and when I try to somehow help the poor birds they take everything I do down. It's like others can say what they think but I'm not allowed to, just cause I'm a kid! And I can't even stop thinking about it and it hurts me and I dream about it and I wake up and I can't sleep and I'm so tired... but who cares! Right? It doesn't matter how I feel and it doesn't matter what I think cause I tell it in a kids way and I write it with kids writing... so that has to be removed right away! Because those people think that if you're different you are not worth enough and you don't have the right to have feelings...
Oh but we do!! Even if we think differently and even if we act differently and talk differently or look differently and have a different body and different brain we can still feel and get hurt! If you have a brain you feel and you get sad and scared, doesn't matter if you're animal, kid, whatever........
That's what's wrong with some people... always thinking just about themselves, thinking they're the only ones who matter, just being selfish... they just don't know how to use their brain the right way!
First I was thinking I should make like a hundred signs (or notes) and stick them all over the stairs to make them angry and sorry... but I'm not like them! I know how to use my brain! I'll just try to draw something really nice for the birds and then I'll ask my mum to scan it (so they won't distroy the original) and I'll put that up again... not for those people! For the birds!
I really don't like feeling sooo angry, so I'm not going to let them make me so angry anymore... I'll just try to do my best to help the birds! All I wish is that I could help the birds! They have lost their baby birds and now they're building a new nest, but really slowly (and they're never there)... maybe they're just hoping the baby birds would return or maybe they're building it for the ghosts of birds... I don't know... I just sooo hope that it doesn't happen again!