I'm back from my recital... it was ok... but it could have been even a lot better if my hands didn't start shaking so much

I'm really angry about this... I don't even know why my hands start shaking so much... it's so weird, cause I don't even feel so very nervous and scared and first when I start playing it's ok but then after awhile my hands just start shaking soooo much, so much that people can see it!!!

and I don't know what to do about it

maybe I have some kind of a disease

because it's so weird cause it looks like my hands are more nervous than I am!

and otherwise my hands are not shaking at all!! Cause one of my friends and also one other girl that I knew, their hands are like always shaking a little (like they would always be a little nervous)... but my hands are not, at all! But then when I have a piano recital and I start playing my hands just start shaking sooo much and I don't know what to do about it!

I don't know!!! It's weird!!!!!!!! But oh well... I made a few little mistakes and the dynamics wasn't that great... but with my hands shaking sooo much it's good that I can even play at all!

I wish I knew what to do about this!!!!!!!!