I'm thinking if we'll even go on vacation or not

because it's taking too much time, we have still so many thing to do and besides I'm worried about leaving fish and turtles alone for so long and i wanted my mum to ask some friends or relatives if they could come and check if everything was ok, but my mum doesn't want to because she doesn't want people to go into our apartment and see what a mess we have...

she says they would notice more that way then if they just come for a visit

........ so I don't know, but i don't feel ok leaving them for so long specially because the turtles were biting eachother some time ago and I'm worried what if they started again, and the filter doesn't work so well and in spring one aquarium just started leaking after we cleaned it, and now we cleaned another aquarium a few days ago and I'm really worried...

and I don't know why my mum is making such a big deal about the mess

i mean who cares, it's our apartment we can have a mess if we want (as long as it's not that horrible that it would start bothering other people) I mean we have other more important things to do than to clean our apartment all days!!!!!!! I mean the people who enjoy cleaning their aparments all days can do that that's great, but I sure don't have time for that! I'm not going to spend half of my life cleaning the apartment!

and I mean we should clean it now cause it really is a mess I know but we just didn't have time yet and so now what that's supposed to be more important than the lives of our fish and turles???

no way!!!
