wow, schnabby, that stinks ! Sorry to read that stuff.
I am thinking about how it seems there is this whole other "alternate Universe" ... ahhhhh ... I finally see it. There is this whole other alternate universe and I just don't understand this one that we seem to experience all around us. This whole other universe ... it's why I play the piano, actually. It's my world of piano and music (which is currently under some kind of extreme renovation, btw) ... where everybody communicated through song ... not just Opera, not just singing ... but something deeper, something more. And, somehow the mountains were music and the sky is music and the flowers and the trees and everything ... everything is music. Every tiny little detail.
Well, not real sure how to reconcile all of it. What seems to be all around vs. the alternate universe ... which is maybe actual reality ? And, who else knows about that place ? Are there other people there ?
I am extremely sleepy (and I may erase this sillyness in the Morgen). G'night.